Computers and Rantings

I'm buying a new computer, here are the options I have so far, you guys have any suggestions:

1. Toshiba Satellite T235
2. HP Pavilion dm4

RANTINGS

It's too late to determine the meaning of life in one sit in, but I have come to a conclusion, all I have assumed is exactly what it was in it origins, assumptions.  I don't understand why I go through moments in life where everything I do and know becomes beyond trivial. It's as if the world is distinctively demanding me to reshape myself or crumble with my own fixed understandings. And I am stubborn about what I know and believe in, but for some reason I am stubborn about uncertainty as central point of reference, which is almost ironical, if you think about it. Perhaps what I should be ironically referring to is that I'm talking to a computer instead of a person. And people will respond! What kind of world do we live in if it is so tragically dependent on its own constructions. Who am I to complain in the first place? 

P.S Stay Tuned I have some interesting stories coming up